Monday, September 08, 2008
dont ask me why, but it hurts.
much worse than before.
i dont even know why i even f*cking cared or bothered in the first place.
this is driving me insane.
how i wish you'd disappear.
the sight of you makes my blood stop flowing (exaggerated but wtv)
i'd so love to pick a fight with you, you know.
just so that i have a reason to feel this way.
at least i wont feel so pathetic that way.
you make me feel really pathetic, you really make me feel like a M.L.
i hope you read this darling.
such an emo start. sighs.
today's papers were ok i guess.
i got mad during amath p2 because the paper was considerably easy and i know i screwed up my paper 1 so bad, and my overall marks will still be pathetic. gah.
many agreed that hist's sbq was surprisingly (and suspiciously) easy though. i finished all the sbq qns in like what, 40 mins? such a miracle for such a subj!
i bloody wasted time on seq. i literally just stared at the qns for like 5 mins or so? and another 10 mins to choose one qn and try to rmb the points.
kinda relieved the dreaded subjs are over (besides chem prac in which everyone sucks at) and stuff....
when lava msged me abt tmr's csp prelim.
OMG i rly thought its next tues ok :0
i feel like a L (Lovable kid! HEH)
i rmbed having so much to say otw back home from sch,
now its all....gone. ahwells.
i'll be fasting tmr yay yay :D
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